Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Bait & Switch

I admit it. I listen to National Public Radio. I enjoy Garrison Keillor's Prairie Home Companion, Car Talk, Whad'ya Know? and, of course, This American Life.

Last week, I was listening to the This American Life podcast entitled "Bait & Switch" (#233). Around the 33:30 mark, Ira Glass (the host), introduces the topic of what he calls "Bait & Switch for Jesus". It begins with an interview with Dave Dickerson, who grew up in an evangelical Christian home and was involved in Campus Crusade for Christ as a college student. Dickerson recounts an experience on Spring Break in California with Campus Crusade and an outreach event that he participated in. He also discussed the use of surveys to generate evangelistic conversations. Dickerson's description of these experiences may be somewhat characteristic of how people perceive initiative evangelism, but I don't necessarily think that it's the best picture of what we do within our ministries with Campus Crusade. But, I'll get back to that in just a second.

The second half of this segment was an interview with a guy named Jim Henderson who is helping forge a movement called "Doable Evangelism" which he describes as teaching Christians how to interact more normally with others and to stop being jerks. Much of what he shared about being in relationships with people who are not Christians, listening to people, watching them, asking engaging questions, etc are things I can agree with. He even says at one point that the Great Commission is a command to make disciples, not just converts. I agree with that too. What I'm concerned about is the turn from bold proclamation of the gospel to "letting our lives speak for themselves". Ira Glass even suggests that what Jim Henderson is advocating is "all bait and no switch".

Now, back to my original thought and how this all ties together for me in my personal experience with evangelism. I didn't grow up in the church. I did grow up in the Bible belt. When I was in 5th and 6th grade, there were lots of kids coming to school talking about how they "walked the aisle, prayed the prayer and got saved". None of this really made sense to me. I didn't understand what they were being saved from and no one really explained it to me when I asked. Besides, I was a good kid, an excellent student and assumed that all was well with me and my life. I didn't need to be "saved". At some point for me, this developed into the belief that there must not really be a God and if there is, he's just there on the periphery doing his own thing. I was surrounded by people who were Christians, who may have been witnessing to me by simply living their lives for God, but all I saw in their lives was the works they were doing to be accepted. How were they really any different than me?

My sophomore year in high school, I was working on a project for the Foreign Language Club (yes, I was that kid) with a new friend named Amanda. Her life seemed genuinely different. She engaged me in conversations, asked me questions about my background, dug in to get to know me well. She listened to me and what was going on in my life and made a genuine effort to be a good friend. I met her family, saw how they interacted with one another and thought they were all great people. I had boiled Christians down to just being people who went to church and followed what they thought was the right list of rules. I had also met my fair share of hypocritical people who went to church on Sunday but didn't give a second thought to God the rest of the week and were some of the meanest kids in school, doing the worst stuff, breaking the most rules. It seemed like Amanda's God was different than the one I had perceived and that these other kids at school were experiencing. But I would never have understood that if Amanda had never given voice to the truth of the gospel. I would have always assumed that she was just being "good" and holding to a standard that we might all try to achieve but never could. My understanding of God changed when Amanda took the time to actually explain the message of the gospel to me. As Amanda shared with me that God wants to have a relationship with us as His children and that Jesus Christ came to die for my sins so that I could experience that, it seemed plausible because of the way I had seen it fleshed out in her life. The vocalization of the gospel made sense because I saw first hand, in the context of a relationship, how God had worked in Amanda's life.

I often hear people spout off the quote that is credited to St. Francis of Assisi, "Preach the Gospel; if necessary, use words." In relation to evangelism these people want to believe that it's enough to just live out their faith in front of other people. I don't think that's true. I know for me, it wasn't. In Romans 10:14-15 (ESV), Paul says this:
How then will they call on him in whom they have not believed? And how are they to believe in him of whom they have never heard? And how are they to hear without someone preaching? And how are they to preach unless they are sent? As it is written, "How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the good news!"
The implication here is obvious to me. People need to hear the gospel. We need to be willing to share it. Will it at times create discomfort in our relationships? Yes. Will it at times cause us to feel alienated and awkward? Yes. But are we, as Christians, called by God to do it? Yes. And will God supply our every need through it through the Holy Spirit? Yes.

Campus Crusade for Christ's definition of successful evangelism is "taking the initiative to share the Gospel in the power of the Holy Spirit and leaving the results up to God." I want to be obedient to Jesus' command to go and make disciples of all the nations. I want to have beautiful feet. I do want to live out my faith in front of those who are not Christians, I do want to have friendships with those people, but I want to give voice to why my life is different and not just leave it to them to figure it out on their own.

I want to close this post with a few thoughts about how Jesus did evangelism. I'm studying the book of John this year in Bible Study Fellowship and so far we've seen several examples of Jesus' interactions with people. Jesus felt compassion for people. Jesus initiated with people. Jesus engaged with people. He wasn't just concerned about meeting their spiritual need, He also showed concern for their emotional and physical well being. John 4:1-30 is the story of the Samaritan woman at the well whom Jesus chose to address (which was completely counter cultural and shocking to even his disciples). He saw her and understood her need and acted in compassion by initiating a conversation with her in which He engaged her understanding of the Messiah and of God. He asked open ended questions, but He led the conversation. Finally, He shared with her that He had the source of life (living waters) that would quench her thirst and meet her needs. She asked how she could have this water so that she wouldn't have to draw from the well anymore indicating she didn't quite get it, so he continued to engage with her. He showed great patience in his conversation with her. And he explained again and revealed Himself as the Messiah she sought.

I pray that as I pursue this calling to full time ministry that God would give me a heart that feels compassion, initiates with the lost and engages in conversations that allow people to hear the truth of the Gospel.

***Disclaimer - Additionally, although I work for Campus Crusade for Christ and love it, this blog and it's contents do not necessarily reflect the corporate views of CCC, and are not intended to. ***

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Light and Momentary Affliction

My friend Katelyn shared this with me saying, "This is rocking my world today." I thought I would share it with you. I'm not feeling the best today and this hit me like a ton of bricks as I reflected on what it means...

2 Corinthians 4:16-18 (ESV)
So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.
In the beginning of 2 Corinthians, Paul is sharing about the weight of his affliction. He says in 1:8,
For we do not want you to be ignorant, brothers, of the affliction we experienced in Asia. For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life itself.
What an incredible change in perspective! As Paul shifted from explaining his afflictions to talking about the purpose of God in the affliction and the weight of the glory of God through them, He became excited about the hope He has in Christ. A hope in things that are unseen and eternal and beyond all comparison.

I think I often focus so much on the weight of my affliction that I forget about the weight of God's glory. How would my actions change if I looked at my afflictions as light and momentary instead of heavy and burdening to the point of despair?

Changing my perspective changes everything I do. My motivation no longer becomes just to live through it, but to understand the purpose behind it and how God is at work in it preparing me for the weight of His eternal glory.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Sweden. Part I

This is part 1 of a multi part series about Sweden. I thought it would be beneficial to everyone (and myself) to post some facts and information about my future home. So, the next few blogs will be dedicated to Sweden facts, tidbits, cultural information, more about Uppsala (the city I'll be living in) and Uppsala University (the campus I'll be working on).

First and foremost, let's determine where in the world Sweden is. Here are two maps, the first is Sweden in the larger context of Europe, the second a closer up which actually shows major cities and includes Uppsala (which is where I will live).
Some basic almanac like facts about Sweden:

Country Name in Swedish: Sverige
Capital: Stockholm
Language: Swedish
Population: 9 million
Currency: Kroner (Crown)
Form of government: Constitutional monarchy, parliamentary democracy
Parliament: The Riksdag, with 349 members in one chamber
Religion: In practice, Sweden is very secularized. The Church of Sweden is Evangelical Lutheran; co-exists with many other beliefs
Life expectancy: Men 79 years, women 83 years


Average Temperatures (Stockholm is closest to what I'll experience in Uppsala):
Malmo January: 31.6˚F, July: 62.2˚F
Stockholm January: 27.0˚F, July: 63.0˚F
Kiruna January: 3.2˚F, July: 55.0˚F

Hours of Daylight
Malmo January: 7 hours, July: 17 hours
Stockholm January: 6 hours, July: 18 hours
Kiruna January: 0 hours, July: 24 hours

Next time, I'll visit some of the history of Sweden.... Stay tuned!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Mammoth Monday Redux

Last October, I went to Mammoth Cave after my church's first worship service to have some time away and alone to figure things out. On Monday, I had a similar experience.

It's been just over a year since I went into the woods and came out with a new sense of direction and calling to come on staff with Campus Crusade for Christ. I had come to a place this week that I really needed to experience that again. After talking to my support coach (who I love), Becky, and being told to take an intentional break away from Ministry Partner Development (what we call support raising) to spend time with the Lord and having my day cleared by God Himself, I drove off to Mammoth Cave to revisit the scene of the call (not to be confused by the scene of the crime).

The day was made for hiking. The temperature was perfect, the foliage was beautiful and the park was scarcely populated. I went into the woods hoping only to connect with God and regain some perspective on life. God definitely delivered.... Even confirming through some signs of my specific calling to go to Sweden. See the photo below. :)


Here is a collage from that day:

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Embracing the Awkwardness

I live in a constant state of awkwardness.

I'm always meeting new people, feeling out new situations, and trying to connect with people about my ministry. I live with a number of unanswerable questions and meet with lots of folks who don't understand that what I'm doing is a career change, not a trip.

I also live with someone I met less than a month ago. I am grateful for God's provision in this, but it is awkward. Even at home, I'm still trying to find my place.

How do I deal with this awkwardness? My first instinct is to run to the familiar and abandon the awkwardness. But I'm learning that this would be counter productive and against my calling to minister to Swedish students in Uppsala. So, I go against ever fiber of my being and work to embrace the awkwardness. I know my life is awkward, other people probably know it is too... so I'm going to stop running from it and run right into it. Embrace the awkwardness and allow God to be at work in the midst of it. At the base of all of this awkwardness is the realization that I'm not in control anyway. And when I'm not in control, I feel awkward.

So maybe all of this awkwardness is really for my benefit after all. Reminding me that this is not my place, that this is temporary, that I am living in between what was and what is to come. In a now, but a not yet.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

One Piece at a Time

Usually, if I were putting together a puzzle, I would want to have all the pieces laid before me face up, the picture on the box to go by, and I would pick through and find the edges first so I could build them and then fill in the rest. This ministry partner development process isn't at all like that.

I have decided that ministry partner development is like trying to put together a 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle with someone handing you one piece at a time and without being able to see the picture on the box.

I don't like generally enjoy the unknowns of this process... but as I have begun to let go of my desire to be in control, I have really seen God at work in unexpected ways. I have a free place to stay in Bowling Green. I have been given enough cash and various gifts to provide for me to pay for my gas and food for a support trip to Chicago this week. Everything in my life right now is an act of faith and taking a step forward without knowing for sure where the step after that will lead. At the end of the day, I feel like I'm learning what it means to really rely on God and allow Him to use people in my life to meet my needs.

So here I am, receiving each piece of the puzzle and putting it in its place as I am able to see where it goes. I'm thankful to know that this process that God has begun, He will finish and that the completed puzzle will not only be a more beautiful picture than I can imagine, but He will also use it to teach me lessons I couldn't have imagined.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Moving On...

Just wanted to make it official here on the blog...

I'm moving to Bowling Green (this week!) to the place God has provided for me. I am prayerful that this move will precipitate some major pushes forward in the development of financial support for my ministry.

This move is bittersweet for me. I have realized that more and more as it has come upon me. I have really enjoyed living with my sister and her family and have become comfortable here. I will miss playing games with my niece and nephew in the afternoon, the occasional trips to the park and random Wal-Mart runs, singing Taylor Swift and Miley Cyrus songs and, of course, the well-crafted dinners I've enjoyed that were cooked by Chef Ashley.

I am looking forward to being in Bowling Green again though. Nearer to my support base, my church, my friends, Bible Study Fellowship, my "work", Spencer's Coffee House... :)

Please pray with me as I make this transition that it would be a blessing not just to me, but also to the woman who has opened her home to me. And that God would be at work to make this a very fruitful time!